Jeremiah 29:11 has literally helped me maintain my sanity over the past couple of months and just throughout various seasons of life. This verse answers any questions that I may have about my life and it’s purpose. It may not be as specific as I may WANT it to be…but it’s very clear. It says … [Read more…]
I’m sure most people want to know why or how I’m even able to share my story. The answer is simple. I personally never wanted to share something like this…but God wanted me to. This blog was initially just a way for me to share my journey through infertility because it’s such a taboo topic, … [Read more…]
Whew..I hear some say that God won’t give you more than you can bear, but Lord, I don’t know how much more I can take. I think, however, that he will give you more than you can bear ALONE. That’s why we aren’t supposed to carry these burdens alone. We’re supposed to give them over to … [Read more…]
Not sure how to even start this post. Not really sure how I have the strength to write this post. We went in for our followup ultrasound and found that baby B’s sac was empty as we saw the week before…and baby A no longer had a heartbeat. I no longer had a viable pregnancy. … [Read more…]
This past week has been a good week but kind of stressful too. The good parts were that we were able to see a good, strong heartbeat when we went for our ultrasound and the baby is measuring right where it should be. We also went to visit my family members in North Carolina and … [Read more…]
I’m devastated. Stanley is devastated. I’m not pregnant. All the money that was spent. The emotional investment that was made and it didn’t work. Of course no one can give an exact reason for why it didn’t work but my doctor assumes it was a chromosomal issue with the embryo. He says that it’s rarely … [Read more…]
Well, we’re in the month of February and I will start by saying that I’m not pregnant yet. đŸ™‚ I mean, I started this blog to track my journey through infertility and hopefully one day to even track my journey through pregnancy. I also share a lot about my life in this blog because I … [Read more…]
I’m usually really excited about the holiday season but with the recent death of my sister, I’m finding it hard to be excited. She was at my house last Thanksgiving. In the midst of my grief, I wanted so badly to be pregnant so starting my cycle shortly after I received the news was also … [Read more…]
A few days ago was the worst day of my entire life. My baby sister was murdered…not sure how I’m even able to write this blog but this has been about me sharing my life and obviously, this is my life. She was shot during a robbery. This is by far the most devastating thing … [Read more…]
I have menstrual cycles that are pretty normal and are like clockwork. So naturally and variation will cause my mind to start wandering and then the symptom spotting begins. This month was one of those months where I REALLY convinced myself that I was pregnant. My cycle was not late at all but I started … [Read more…]